Felicity Huffman Writes Three-Page Letter to Judge Ahead of Sentencing

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Felicity Huffman is spilling her thought process behind her involvement in the college admissions scandal prior to sentencing. In a three page letter to the judge, Felicity reveals she feels “utter shame” and “her desperation to be a good mother.”

“Please, let me be very clear, I know there is no justification for what I have done,” Huffman wrote in the letter, according to People. “Yes, there is a bigger picture, but ultimately it doesn’t matter because I could have said ‘No’ to cheating on the SAT scores,” she added. “I unequivocally take complete responsibility for my actions and will respectfully accept whatever punishment the court deems appropriate.”

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Felicty  plead guilty to the charges levied against her where she ”made a purported charitable contribution of $15,000 … to participate in the college entrance exam cheating scheme on behalf of her eldest daughter. Huffman later made arrangements to pursue the scheme a second time, for her younger daughter, before deciding not to do so.” The indictment reveals that her daughter, with William H. Macy, was given more time to take the SAT as other students and the paid proctor agreed to secretly correct her answers afterwards.”

According to NBC News, prosecutors recommended a sentence of four months in jail. In addition, they suggested a $20,000 fine and 12 months of supervised release.  The judge will decide sentencing on Sept. 13.

She continued, “I keep asking myself, why did I do this? Why did I say yes to a scheme of breaking the law and compromising my integrity? What interior forces drove me to do it? How could I abandon my own moral compass and common sense?”

“I honestly didn’t and don’t care about my daughter going to a prestigious college. I just wanted to give her a shot at being considered for a program where her acting talent would be the deciding factor,” she added. “This sounds hollow now, but, in my mind, I knew that her success or failure in theater or film wouldn’t depend on her math skills. I didn’t want my daughter to be prevented from getting a shot at auditioning and doing what she loves because she can’t do math.”

“To my utter shame, I finally agreed to cheating on Sophia’s SAT scores, and also considered doing the same thing for Georgia,” Huffman wrote. “But the decision haunted me terribly; I knew it was not right. I finally came to my senses and told Mr. Singer to stop the process for Georgia.”

The 56-year-old actress is referring to her daughters Sophia, 19, and Georgia, 17, with husband William H. Macy. She then went on to describe her meeting with Rick Singer, the mastermind behind the admissions scandal, before explaining it was her “desperation to be a good mother that propelled her forward.

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“In my desperation to be a good mother I talked myself into believing that all I was doing was giving my daughter a fair shot,” Huffman wrote. “I see the irony in that statement now because what I have done is the opposite of fair. I have broken the law, deceived the educational community, betrayed my daughter, and failed my family.”

“When my daughter looked at me and asked with tears streaming down her face, ‘Why didn’t you believe in me? Why didn’t you think I could do it on my own?’ I had no adequate answer for her,” she continued. “I could only say, ‘I am sorry. I was frightened and I was stupid.’ In my blind panic, I have done the exact thing that I was desperate to avoid. I have compromised my daughter’s future, the wholeness of my family and my own integrity.”

Felicity is set to be sentenced on Sept. 13.